Saheli, a place of growth – By Elisangela Melo Liani

Me and my family, we arrived in this country on June 26, 2006. I didn’t know, but this same day Saheli was born too! I believe in God and I believe that He controls all things. I also believe that all things work together for the good of those who love God. So I really like the idea that Saheli was God’s plan to bless many lives, including mine and my family.

I was studying at South Birmingham college and the Saheli Gymn was next door. I went there to visit and met Shebina. I’ll never forget this day. A strong woman, firm personality and a deep look so significant to me. I am a person who pays more attention to body expressions than what the person is talking about. So this day was recorded.

I took my curriculum to her, I believe in 2013, but I never came back. The desire to belong to that organization was immense, but the fear of not succeeding due to my English and insecurity I ended up giving up.

In the meantime I took a personal trainer course to improve my English in the area since I had a degree in the physical education course as well. The teachers analyzed the history of my university and then decided to put me right on level 3 of the personal trainer course and then I would have to pass the tests on a higher level, without having attended level 1 and 2. I did very well in all classes. tests and presentations. It was a huge challenge, especially to understand what people were saying. Everyone spoke very quickly. However, the language within my area of ​​study motivated me a lot. I did 100% in the field of nutrition and even won a voucher from my teacher. It was a very pleasant time.

My degree was recognized by NARIC and then I felt more confident about looking for Shebina again. To my surprise she said “I looked for you!”. I felt important and I also realized the value of that person who could see so much in myself without knowing me.

It is not for nothing that Saheli grows. Behind a successful venture is a human leader, full of love and empathy for people. I strongly believe in Saheli’s methodology, as an institution that makes people recover their value and continue to seek dignity, taking care of themselves first so that they can also take care of others.

Saheli helps you to find yourself as a unique and important person who, as well as giving you opportunities to care for others, empowering you through courses and experiences with each other.

I believe that in late 2014 I met Shebina again. She promptly welcomed me and we tried to get to know each other. It gave me opportunities and even full of insecurity for doing something so essential to society, so it needs to be done well, even so I was walking and little by little everything fell into place.

The girls who already worked with Shebina encouraged each other and this favored an environment where I was able to talk about my fears and ask for help when necessary. I am extremely grateful to God and to this beautiful Saheli team.

I also met Naseem. A hurricane woman who arrived in our midst full of important information for the growth of the team. I did not understand almost anything she said, why she spoke fast … she is in a hurry to grow up and pass on information!! I identified myself too much with her because I am, I speak Portuguese very quickly and I want to enjoy every second of my life and I am in a hurry to help and see people healthy, happy and fulfilled. Shebina and Naseem give two women of fiber, warriors, unstoppable and tireless!! People’s health motivates them and that is commendable, beautiful and inspiring to me.

I have some dreams in my head regarding Saheli. I feel I can be useful and help in the expansion of this beautiful project! I could start with the Portuguese-speaking community, it would be an immense pleasure.

Working at Saheli is a challenge and this is essential in the life of a professional! We need to be in constant growth and working at Saheli I feel that I am improving all the time. The environment of mutual respect and professionalism makes the plans become reality more easily and new goals can be set. Saheli has a beautiful team of women full of love to give and love involves giving much more than just being a professional but being human and seeing others as yourself!

Working in Saheli, I was able to explore the gifts in me and develop their teaching. I could see that some things that I didn’t value so much could make someone smile and relax. This is fantastic!!

From organizing the workplace to making a presentation of physiology in English (how could I ever imagine that in my life !!!) I did it with pleasure! I worked on the computer, made surveys, physical assessment, taught physical activity classes, taught crochet and knitting, did face painting at various events, stimulated and helped people play volleyball, talking arts with different themes and now for the last zoom sessions! What a wealth of learning Saheli provides me. I just have to thank you! I have a lot to say about this place so important to society! Saheli!

The bi (rmingham)g Transition – Ambreen Majid

May 2017
I felt nervous but excited talking about it ( The big move) Embracing on a new adventure, a new chapter of our lives. Of course I’ve lived in London all my life and the thought of moving to a whole new city was daunting but everything has a first time. I guess…

June 2017
We started talking about it with our daughters, However it was just an idea and I never thought my dreams would turn into a reality. I wanted to try something different, something new. Of course I loved my home in London but I felt in Birmingham would be a better standard of living. The thought of moving into another home made my stomach lurch but in a good way. 

July 2017
As the days grew closer my dreams became bigger. I remember I would be sweeping the floor and instantly dream about my new house, how it would look. When I would open the pot of another flamboyant curry the waft would make me dream of cooking in my new kitchen, how beautiful the aromas would hit my nostrils. 

Aug 2017
I began to feel emotional, the thought of leaving my family, my childhood began to make me feel uneasy. Maybe this wasn’t a good idea. But I had to persuade myself this is all for the best, my family, my children and my future. I was determined to make my dream a reality.

Sept 2017
So we started house hunting, I must admit I was extremely thrilled as this was my forté. At first it was hard to find my dream home, sharp, intrusive thoughts would enter my mind ‘maybe moving to Birmingham is not for us’ I would think but I stayed strong.

Oct 2017
We finally found our dream home – perfect. I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was near a great school, amenities with lots of shops, a leisure centre, a park. Everything I wanted. In fact it was more than I would have wanted. Tears welled my eyes – God listened to me I thought. 

Nov 2017
A few months later after trying to get hold of multiple people we went to visit our ‘future’ house. I loved it. Words just could not describe, it was honestly like an instant connection and as I stood by the beautiful bannister I dreamed about me unboxing my accessories, decorating the rooms with my finest furniture. ‘Maybe this is for us’ I declared.This was final. We were moving to Birmingham.

Dec 2017
As I arrived home multiple boxes started filling our hallway, our living room and our bedrooms. It all started to feel a lot more real, a lot more believable. I was happy. Me and my daughters frantically started packing as time was approaching, fast.

Jan 2018
In early 2018 me and my young daughters moved to my mums house as we had already sold our London home. I didn’t realise how quickly things would happen but I knew it was all for the best. My husband and I decided it’s best if the girls finished their school till July, then we would moved. My parents accommodated me in their home, which I was truly blessed by. Finally the day come when all our furniture was being loaded in a lorry, my life, my memories were being shifted away hundreds of miles away. I was sad and very teary, holding my head high putting a stone to my heart I helped with the loading. Looking around each room, hearing echos of my girl’s running, giggling, laughing and screaming. That’s when reality hit me hard… I’m leaving my lovely home, leaving all those cherished memories I had behind the walls of this house. Everything was packed I took one last glance with a tear rolling down my cheek. My mum was with me I had a good cry….. we left. As I sat in my car I took one last glance at my brown door. As the lorry left We said our byes to my husband he shifted to Birmingham to sort everything out, all our furniture was put into storage in Birmingham, He was staying in a b&b. There were so many people in process of buying, so our chain was very long, Lots of paper work was involved.

Aug 2018 
Finally we received the keys on the 12th Aug….. Our Birmingham home was beautiful in fact breathtaking. Finally in August 2018 we moved in. It felt incredibly surreal – it didn’t feel real but unusual, weird and strange (in the best way). Finally our furniture started rolling in, I was so excited I couldn’t wait to set my house up. The girls chose their rooms and were happy with them. Unpacking everything it felt I was unpacking my life story again. Every item had a memory. It took a while to set up as I took my time. 

Sept 2018
Finally my home was set, we had already applied for schools. My youngest daughter started school in the begging of sept and the eldest end of sept. Once the girls were settled, I had time to reflect upon everything.

Aug 2018

This is when reality dawned on me…….I realised I had to start making friends from scratch, I didn’t know anyone my friends meant the world to me in London. I strolled round my local park Handsworth park. I came across a building outside the building I read the sign SAHELI ACTIVITIES, reading knitting and crochet, bike riding, arts and crafts and lots more. I saw lots of women going in and out the building. I was very curious to know what it’s like in there I was hesitant at first, as I entered the building, I saw lots of activities. I was welcomed by a lovely lady called Shebina. She made me feel so comfortable, I came to the sessions every Wednesdays I really looked forward to these sessions.

Sept 2018
I was finally settling down, there were lots of tears to begin with but as time went by the girls got busy in their schooling. I was finding my feet around Birmingham. 

Oct 2018
I got to know the SAHELI team very well, I really enjoyed their company. I was then offered a position in SAHELI as a knitting and crochet instructor. That void i had in me SAHELI had filled that for me and I will never forget that. They have been there for me through thick and thin, they are a real support and are always there to support not only us but the big community we are living in. They offer lots of mental support, keeping women busy and approaching in more of a holistic approach.

My journey with Saheli

I have been invited by Saheli Hub, a Birmingham based women’s health, wellbeing and empowerment organisation, to support some of their staff, volunteers and members to document their personal journeys with Saheli through blogging, podcasts and film making. However, like so many women in Balsall Heath, I have a Saheli journey of my own.

I first met Naseem Akhtar, the founder of Saheli Hub, when I was starting out making films with community organisations in about 2005 – at the time I was begging, stealing and borrowing whatever equipment I could to start making films! Those who know Naseem know her as someone who sees opportunities to make things happen everywhere. A young woman armed with a camera looking for projects wasn’t going to pass her by!

The result was a short film documenting some of the early work of Saheli. I accompanied a group of young women cycling round Sutton Park and skiing at The Ackers. I was able to get a sneak preview of the Saheli Hub gym before it opened and met many of today’s core members of staff when they were embarking on their own journeys. The film acted as a wonderful snapshot of Saheli’s work and importantly put them on the radar of someone at a local Health Trust who was impressed by how articulate some of the young women were. It also helped me become established as a local film maker – and I’m still doing it!

What has always impressed me about Saheli is their ‘can-do’ attitude and belief that women have potential to make radical and bold change when they are given space to come together. The strong relationships that staff and volunteers have with local women is at the heart of shaping services which people want to access. It’s a simple model, but it requires more than a little stubbornness to change old ‘top-down’ ways of working. In this film which was commissioned by ‘Birmingham Community Empowerment Network’ in 2007, Naseem talks about how they organise.

Over 15 years later Saheli are still part of my life. As a provider of health and wellbeing activities on my doorstep, I’ve seen so many local women doing really impressive things with Saheli. I regularly see groups running around my local park, and I’ve experienced the absolute joy of seeing Saheli women run past my door as they complete the Birmingham Half Marathon. It may be my imagination, but I’m sure they are having more of a laugh than anyone else there!

Since 2019 I have been working with the Saheli Hub group in Handsworth on the ‘Represent‘ project, exploring the history of rights and representation in Birmingham from the 1918 ‘Representation of the People Act’ onwards. The ideas we’ve explored completely link in with Saheli’s values of female representation and empowerment, so it’s been no real surprise to see the group get stuck into discussions and creative workshops.

Saheli women in Handsworth raise their banners as part of the ‘Represent’ heritage project

I can’t wait to delve yet further into rich and important stories of the many transformative journeys that members of Saheli’s ‘family’ have made. I’ll be posting links as the project develops!

Screening of Fingersmiths’ ‘My Mother Said I NEver Should’

Fingersmiths Theatre are launching their new website with a screening of their filmed performance of ‘My Mother Said I Never Should’ which I was involved in filming in March 2020.

The play follows the relationship of three generations of women over several decades and is performed by a cast of deaf actors using both BSL and on-stage subtitles.

Back in March, after the government told audiences to stay away from theatres, Fingersmiths Theatre made the decision to go ahead with a closed door performance in front of the cameras at Birmingham Repertory Theatre. Sam Lockyer of Iconic Productions and I were treated to a personal performance by a talented and passionate cast and crew who stepped up amidst the looming dread of lockdown.

You can view the full performance from 7pm on Thursday 19th November as part of the launch of Fingersmiths Theatre’s new website. It is fully captioned and some parts of the performance feature BSL. Head to http://www.fingersmiths.org.uk/ to join in the screening.

More than a moment

The West Midlands Arts sector has launched the #MoreThanAMoment pledge for radical, bold and immediate action, to dismantle systems that have for too long kept Black artists and creatives from achieving their potential in the arts and creative industries.

I’m very grateful to those who have done the work on this and are creating guidance for us all to ensure we do better.

As a creative professional who got into this to help to raise the voices of less advantaged groups through media, More Than A Moment is really welcome – and a real challenge for me to consider my practice. How am I representing Black people through my work and how am I creating space for them to own their narrative? Plenty more listening and learning for me to do on this journey of allyship.

100 Stories Deep

100 Stories Deep is a community storytelling project that tells 100 stories over 100 days by artists and creatives from across Balsall Heath and Birmingham.

Led by Balsall Heath based Arts organisation, The Gap Arts, and supported by Arts Council England, 100 Stories Deep was an ambitious project, completed during Spring and Summer 2020 in the midst of lockdown.

Each story is completely different – and is chosen by each individual artist of creative. I was invited to tell a story and chose the book ‘Child of St Kilda’ about the last people to live on the remote Scottish island of St Kilda before the community was evacuated. It follows the story of Norman John Gillies (no relation) and is wonderfully told and illustrated by Beth Waters.

Check out the full playlist here: https://bit.ly/2XpohDy

Postcards from the Plot

So many of us are seeking ways to connect with others and with nature in the midst of lockdown. We are appreciating the power of art, culture and creativity in providing solace and hope. So it has been an absolute pleasure to take this into my work through supporting Boundary Way Project in their new project inspired by Boundary Way Allotments, Postcards from the Plot.

‘Postcards from the Plot’ is a creative project that explores the meaning and importance of allotments today through activities, workshops and inspiring stories from growers in Wolverhampton and beyond.

The project explores allotments as a place for creative inspiration and a resource for artists, their role in sustainable food production and as places to connect with other people and with the natural world.

I have been assisting Artists in creating short instructional films on how to use natural materials to get creative. They feature botanical inks, printmaking, anthotypes, herbal remedies and a delicious curry.

I was also invited to collaborate with ‘Poets, Prattlers and Pandemonialists‘, AKA Black Country poets Emma Purshouse, Dave Pitt and Steve Pottinger, to illustrate three poems inspired by Boundary Way Allotments. They are beautiful reflections on the space, the changing seasons and our relationship with nature’s cycles and challenges.

A huge thank you to Moya Lloyd for her vision in devising this project and pulling together an application in the middle of lockdown. I spent my first day filming outside of my own four walls post-lockdown with her and Holly Pleydell on the plot where both they and plotholders made me feel completely welcome. What a great community.

This project is made possible through Emergency funding from the National Lottery Heritage Fund, thanks to National Lottery Players.

Arts Connect Thrive Bursary

I have been selected as one of the recipients of the Arts Connect WM 2020 ‘Thrive Bursary’ to research and develop a digital tool as part of my own work in heritage and learning.

In light of the growing movements around social justice, young people are raising questions around their Rights as citizens.  There is a real need to understand the link between how individuals experience Rights, where those Rights are enshrined in law, and the movements that brought those changes about.  How can we make this subject less abstract? How can we link it to social justice struggles today? Can we learn anything from previous struggles?

I have been working with historians and community groups to explore the history of political representation and rights in Birmingham through managing a Community Heritage project, Represent, for the People’s Heritage Co-operative.  Through working with two Artists, we have considered the relevance of these stories today and created a number of textile works which interpret these stories for others.  As the project comes to an end, I have been considering how this research can be brought to new audiences, to engage young people creatively in this important topic.

Following attendance at a number of Arts Connect WM’s Digital Pick and Mix events, I have been considering how John Sear’s approach to utilising digital narrative games could be used to bring themes around democracy and rights to life.  Allowing players to inhabit a role within a game could transform an abstract topic into something real and relevant.

Here’s what I will be exploring over the coming months:

How can digital tools develop and support an understanding of the link between real people’s stories, their Rights and how those Rights came about?

This will involve:

  • Development of an Interactive Digital Game to help young people in schools and other settings understand the history of British democracy and movements for Equal Rights.
  • Personal development through learning from John Sear how to employ digital tools to curate stories and engage new audiences.
  • Building on research from The People’s History Co-operative’s ‘Represent’ community heritage project.
  • Linking with South Birmingham Woodcraft Folk’s ‘Venturers’ group (aged 9+) to develop and test the tool – from initial research, to testing and developing the game and gaining feedback for evaluation.
  • Presenting the findings to Birmingham Cultural Education Partnership to further a conversation as to how we can utilise Interactive Games within the area’s museums and develop digital practice in community heritage projects which work with young people.

If you work in education or with young people and have an interest in this topic, do get in touch – I’d love to hear your thoughts and learn more about what you are already doing to navigate this topic!

Title image: Piece from ‘Represent’ project banner, created by participants at Edgbaston Community Group, led by Artist Carolyn Morton.

Creative Communities Fellowship

I am thrilled to finally be able to share that I have been accepted onto the Creative Communities Fellowship. Over the next year I will be joining 24 others in Yorkshire, then the USA(!!!?) to develop some ideas I’ve been plotting and planning!

I am one of 25 creative entrepreneurs working to drive transformational change in their communities through the power of arts and culture. From Edinburgh to Brighton, Fellows were selected amongst communities throughout the UK to explore proven tools and frameworks with faculty and form a community of practise, enriching projects that advance a more equitable world.

The programme includes online learning modules in addition to two in-person convenings; one at an incubator-like environment in Yorkshire and one at a summit of arts and culture leaders in the United States.

UK Creative Community Fellows programme fees are underwritten thanks to generous funding through Arts Council England Transforming Leadership Programme and the Calouste Gulbenkian Foundation (UK Branch).

I’m so excited to meet the rest of the cohort!

#UKCCF #NASCCF

Full press release here: https://www.derbymuseums.org/news/25-arts-culture-entrepreneurs-selected-for-uk-creative-community-fellows

#WeShallNotBeRemoved

Today it has been wonderful to see the tag #WeShallNotBeRemoved gaining so much traction to champion the voices, the work and the rights of Artists with disabilities at the moment.

The Disability Arts movement has made huge gains in raising the voices of people living with disabilities, as well as using innovative, exciting approaches to art and performance. With the impact of Covid-19 on both the Arts and on people who have health issues, it’s so crucial that these Artists and Arts organisations can continue to thrive.

I owe a debt of gratitude to Fingersmiths, Extant and Deaf Explorer for commissioning me in the past to document some superb work. I’ve learnt a great deal about creativity, communication and accessibility through being part of these projects. We are all enriched through the graft of people who really raise the bar to make art accessible and inclusive. We are so much poorer without these important voices.

I highly recommend streaming Graeae Theatre’s ‘Reasons to Be Cheerful’ for a glimpse into an inclusive world where deaf, visually impaired and disabled performers take centre stage. ‘Crip Camp’, currently streaming on Netflix is also important viewing – it tells the story of America’s Disability Rights Movement and how its leaders were shaped by being in a space which allowed for their creativity and self expression. Now is the time to amplify work of such organisations so that these voices and this talent is not removed. We must make space for people living with disabilities to be seen and heard at a time when so many are in isolation.